Vermillian

Beware!
It's the attack!
The emerald eyed monster
The ugly head
A nasty shadow looms...
The effects reach
far.
Makes you wonder
about me.
As I sit here
quietly
thinking, wishing,
wanting what
I can't have.

Desiring
for you to think
what I think
feel what I feel
I wish I could make you
so you'd be aware...
penetrate your mind
like a mental vagina
and impregnate
your thoughts
your soul
so you could
understand why I am
the way I am.

The way I always am.