Doubt Me, Not.

do you have a reason to doubt me?
was there ever
a time I wasn't there?
did I not give in
in every way
every way to show I care.
Why do I
have to say
good bye
when you are the one
who sunk so low
and told the lie.
Do you have a reason to doubt me?
I said that I would never leave.
you left me standing
by the side of your heart
with only pain,
without reprieve.
I've moved onto
another love
she isn't you
but that doesn't mean
we should be through.
Do you have a reason to doubt me?
Don't block me out
or end it all
you have no reason
in me, to doubt
I am your friend
through and through
until the end
I'll be to you.
-fin-

Written for a friend who's jealousy tainted her heart and clouded her mind.
I am in love with someone else and they felt the need to try and break me of it. So when my heart and my love came out all the stronger... they decided to end our friendship. I've never given up on a friend, no matter how horrible they may have treated me. It's too bad people give up on me so easily. If only they understood just how happy she makes me. Maybe they'd be happier too. Thats the way I'd be for them. I think thats how friends should do.

-S

So Happy Together V. 2.0

The Turtles would approve I think. This version is for Samantha.

Imagine me and you
I do
I think about you all the time
is it a crime?
To write about the one you love
and make a rhyme.
So happy together.
I want to be with you
it's true
It started as a little crush
but not so much
it's grown into so much more
Love and such.
So Happy together.

I can believe me loving somebody like you
for all my life.
If you're with me, I promise to be true
for all my life.

You and me or me and you
who would've thought that we would feel
the way we do?
Or that we would be
so perfect to.
So happy together.

I can believe me loving somebody like you
for all my life.
If you're with me, I promise to be true
for all my life.

-Ess to the Em Dee

Narrations Of

a narration of my heart
would speak in volumes

of past hurts that healed
and those who linger still
in the eyes of all who
do not love me.

of recently loved
and the bitter hatred
by which their heart
still yearns for me.

of your beauty and love
and how the warmth
is with me in my chest
and in my dreams.

A Narration of my Lips
would tell of kisses

Lost to those who
never needed them but
still accepted and traded
with no value.

Blown to the wind
to pass on a message
of luck and caring for
a time long passed.

Not yet received from
your lips in a courtship
of lovers tryst and
future intentions.


A Narration of my Mind
would speak of thoughts

Of lovers blind who
left me behind for
sexual temptaion and hatred
through bitter deception.

Never trusting, believing or
listening to a heart's command
which always lead to pain
suffering, and love.

Knowing that you
present the best hope
for a long longed-for
love.

If I were to narrate
I would tell

of how the every nuance
of all aspects of your
personality beg
That I love you.

and I would tell you.
that forever, I do.