You.

You're frustrated and lonely.
You miss what you can't have.
You wanna talk to whom won't listen.
You don't want to think because it makes you weak.
You don't want to long because it's forbidden.
You don't want to feel because those feelings betray you every time and hurt you just as consistantly.
You hear it's call.
You see it coming.
You feel it's presence.
And all you really ever wanted was for it all to go back when you were happy for that brief moment in time when...
You thought everything was right.

-S