If You're Gone...

I was never too sure
to think.
Paranoia's jealous grip
on thoughts
of love and happiness
strangle away that
smile
you loved so much.
A smile that may never
be seen again.
My heart gives up.
My lungs refuse
to breathe.
My eyes tear
and swell
as my gaze falls
from the heavens
to the floor.
Love finds a way
through obstacles
but it got lost coming back
from you.

Are you still there
for me?
Does you light shine
for someone else?
Do you hurt for me?
Or did the reality
of your true love's conviction
sway to betray
and belong to someone else?
I miss your touch.
I miss your kiss.
I die every time I think
of your smile.
I hate the depths
of the sorrow
I feel.
Where'd you go?