War.

So confused
so distraught
I wish this war in my head would stop
I have an Angel at my side
but the devil's on my back
I feel weak and insecure
I know its wrong.
it keeps growing.
The fear, the guessing.
Love or In Love.
I can't tell.
Was I wrong at the start
She cannot be mine
But she tells me and tells me
yes all the time.
Why did I say anything at all?
wondering and second guessing.
mind obsessing
over and over and over
please tell me when
I can open my eyes and be happy again.